Friday, October 27, 2006

it became clear to mi tt...
i oways wanna hear u say it first..
but u were oways there, not wanting to say it.
den...

n so....

oh well.

been very wrapped up wif my friend's bdayS all week....
rite? all week ba.. i think... i don even remb wat i did...
but i noe... there will b more celebrations nx week...
n im gg broke fast.

i hope i don let ISK down tml...
one for all; all for one.
my heart is there in lect wif u...
even if i cant make it ok?

And this is a msg to kian!
don lose face.
better win.
sincerely or not!
bleah.

butterfly fantasy at
1:01 AM

one fine day, i will wake up.
but today tml n the day after is not one fine day.

one fine day will come...
soon.

i jus ve to wait for tt long awaited day.

butterfly fantasy at
12:50 AM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

i oso dono wat to blog la...
got tons to say actually.
but if i say it, i need to think everything.
n i don feel like thinking everything now.

so gonna leave wif these few words...
For the Fun, Joy & Laughter.
=))

butterfly fantasy at
2:34 AM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

it might be becos...
i don noe wat i wan also..

butterfly fantasy at
2:03 AM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

IMF appreciation -
1) Sat outdoor wif the wonderful haze.
2) ate food republic.. dots..
3) the long awaited goodie bag consist of one t-shirt. 1 collar pin (i ve three now). and 1 ez link card which i heard might not b able to use..

Mk bday yest!
so cf, jac, lin (see.. i mentioned!) n a whole bunch of other ppl.. heehe.. too many to be name la..we went to fish & co. at glasshouse. Dinner was fine.. but den MK sang 'love me' on stage la!
=))

Sun celebration for chen feng... my mummy bday lo.
Sat blading ba!! i wanna learn...

butterfly fantasy at
1:12 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

first day of sch n im sick liao
haha..
oh well...
gonna pon the whole week ba..
fri see mood first.

nx week i will b in sch la...
tml IMF appreciation..
gonna see our PM.
whoots!
its realli not often ur PM treats u dinner la..
n there's a goodie bag at the end.
auntie jing shen!
haha...

after appreciation....
yups.
i din prepare for a sudden change of things.
i aint keen to change things too..
i've come so far.
i don wan to b drag into a cycle again.

For ppl who know u guys mean sumthing...
don change ok?
i dono how i can take changes now...
i don wan to feel lost again..
sorry for being selfish eh...

butterfly fantasy at
3:46 AM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

last nite went down to mos.
din drink much..
dance alot.
cant feel my toes now.
tired but fun.
i wan porridge too..
-.-

butterfly fantasy at
1:41 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

finally watched Imagine Me & You.
Nicee...

Fall again is nice.

my new red shoes are nice too.

Crunch is nice.

Drinks are nice.

My bed is nice.

My new photo frames are nice.

John Tucker is nice.

Counting my blessings...

But
I need a pack of 100 candles.
I need to smell tt in the air.
I need my notice board.
I need my plank.
I need more blading.
I need more time to play..
not tt there is any diff between sch n holis.


I somehow wish holis would end early.
So we can see everyone in sch everyday.
I used to curse when holis are ending.
I cried on the first day of sch. 2 sems ago.
i knew we wld grow apart then.
But i will smile once the last sems of sch starts..
it will be our last.
after tt, the guys will go NS while the gals will slack or go crazy abt U.
i cant believe we are gg into adulthood.
can we handle it?



I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you're always there in my dreams

butterfly fantasy at
1:59 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Went ecp again!!
this time cycling cos my shi fu don feel like blading...
cycle to the 'other' side.
den to bedok jetty.
sat n chit chat.
on the way aza fell.
i was behind her.
n i managed to let go of the bic
so i was unharmed.
poor aza... pain pain rite.
tt elbow de sure pain.
cos there will b alot of movement there...
u try not to move tt hand too much ok?

rode back den kian n mi decided to rent a bic again coz the journey to the hawker centre very long.
so we rode there.
order stingray, hum and hor fun and ice cold beer.
i finally ate my hum!
they cook jus nice
n the amt we order oso jus nice.
if not will vomit de.
the beer damn shiok la...
so cooling.

today there is not enluff o2 in the air la...
so diff to breath.
ppl out there
do take care wor!

oh ya... for the kite flying rite.
nx week!
n can we blade too?
i kinda..sortof... miss blading.
i wanna b zai zai on blades lei..
go abit fast fast.

today finally passed by..
this time we were enjoying each other company.
candles n sparkles are still wif mi
but i doubt i will use them again.
wat did u do today?

butterfly fantasy at
12:49 AM

Friday, October 06, 2006

i noe y i cant find true love.
becos its oways there.
n i found it now.
but its not for mi.
im jus happy being immerse in it.

=))

butterfly fantasy at
12:24 AM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

oh ya...

dono who hate mi la...

i think sum1 surely hate mi.

i jus dono who.

sabo mi.

but if u ever get a chance to read this!

THANKS FOR THE OFF DAYS HOR!

I can relax!!

go work ur butt off!

butterfly fantasy at
2:01 AM

i waited n waited.
i controlled n controlled.
i cursed n cursed cos time was passing by too slowly.
and we were having dinner.

den finally.. i left hm at 5!
all of them were late.
guess i was too hungry.

once there...
i duno how.
i duno why.
but i managed to psycho ben to pay for mi too!
ben!! if u r reading this...
after 3 freaking long yrs!!
i can finally stop pestering u abt my Korean Meal!
this is a turning point in our friendship!
wahaha.

and so being the hungry ghost i am.
i chionged the fried rice, black pepper beef (its not spicy), sweet sour fish, cheese mussels n sotong first.
accompanied by chuawamuish, fake shark fin soup, n a tons of other stuff.
the whole table was fulled!
we reached there at 6.30.
n my mouth never stop till 9plus.
never stop!
i was so bloated
i went to the toilet n try to puke.
but i jus cant let it out.
so xin ku.

i oso duno wat came over mi...
weird.
it cld b... but mayb not.

wat's worst?
they took a whole plate of cakes n place them in front of moi!
i soooo wanted to eat them but
i realli cant liao.
wasted~
tt thick thick choc cake looks so tempting!

anyways... off we went to walk walk abit.
den home we go!
my mum bought prunes!
heng ar!
so i ate n ate.
den it all came out.
well... not realli all.
still feeling sick.
n my stomach is still making noises.
as usual.

aint feeling well at all...

butterfly fantasy at
1:47 AM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

one more thing.
i feel like eating steak.
anyone wanna treat?

aiya... 24 bowls of BCM can change anot?
BCM.. not very suitable for mi.
i wanna eat steak~~

butterfly fantasy at
10:01 PM

today was an uneventful day.
so i got up n rotted til now.
ok la.. i did pack my table abit la.
i emphasis ABIT.
so if any of u came to my hse these few days,
don kp mi abt my rm.

den my dad said something when we were watching Maggie&Me.
there was this part where Maggie entered Johnny's body.
my dad went 'there ur 7th aunt oso like tt lo yest.'

stunn-ed sia!

my bro n mi jus look at him den we ask him 'realli ar?'
haha...

the whole story is very long la.
basically, there was this spirit.
who is hungry n not very not satisfied wif my uncles la.
den aiya... in the end he is happy n satisfied.
n he say my bro is not bad.
=x

believe in these stuff becos they do exsist.
watch ur mouth.
esp those who like to pui pui pui at things.
do not anyhow spit.
i hate spitters.
oh well...

buffet tml!
fri movie n ecp!
=))

butterfly fantasy at
9:42 PM

i was so bored on sat tt i drag ppl to ton wif mi.
haha..
ate bbq fish which is very spicy.
pool. but i din play cos i was chit chatting wif gai.
bomb! not nice... too sweet. i like salty stuff.
den kian's place. mj...
n they make fun of mi.
i was frightened by kian a few times la.
chip chip!
slept a while den go eat liao.
kian drove! n i realise i sldnt learn driving.
cos... im basically a road harzard.
went to ponggol end den took bus hm.
onli managed to slp for 3 hrs den took bus to tamp liao.
i got the job man.
dono sld b happy anot.
but i need the money la...
meet them again at ecp for skating.
fell again at the slope la.
i cant go up the slope.
to think sum1 say i can skate. -.-
gastric till i almost cried la...
but i can tolerate pain.
haha.
siao.

today opening at box.
oh man. b4 i was even there.
there was a long q.
i heard sum1 say i was slow.
pls lo. how to b fast when u need to copy i/c no also??
aiya... but my cash was damn pretty today.
10 pieces of 50 dollars notes.
beautiful.
don ve to count so much.
n i was on the dot!
whoots!!
seldom lei...

den sign in to watch The Banquet.
She forgot that tt title came wif a price la..
daniel wu is soooo man.
if i can ve a date wif him, i will do anything.
jus a date can liao.
haha!!

daniel~~~

butterfly fantasy at
1:36 AM